I think I just feel a massive urgency when it comes to life that is really entirely unnecessary. Like everything has to happen right now because I’m obviously going to get old soon and then what will my life be? Because you have to get everything done by a certain point in the timeline of your life, and it’s kind of good to be packing as much into life as possible, but really there’s no reason why I should be in a hurry to do anything, and maybe sometimes it’s okay to just exist, and if I miss some deadlines I make make some different deadlines, because not everything has to happen right now, and at least I’m not dead. The end.
feeling really overwhelmed by absolutely nothing. If ya catch mah drift
I only vex you the more I try.
All’s wrong that ever I’ve done or said,
And nought to help it in this dull head:
Shake hands, here’s luck, good-bye.
But if you come to a road where danger
Or guilt or anguish or shame’s to share,
Be good to the lad that loves you true
And the soul that was born to die for you,
And whistle and I’ll be there."